Your crying and such...

So basically the only time you cry is when you have gas. It's the most horrible thing ever. Sometimes you get so worked up and are red in the face, do a breathless cry, or your bottom lip gets to quaking. I'm trying some simple stuff I got at Earth Fare. We will see how that goes. I know there is a school of thought that says it depends on what I eat but I have no idea how to figure that out b/c the amount of things I eat, the time it takes all the different things to digest and then become breast milk, then the time it takes you to digest, and then the problem occurs. I mean how do you deduce what's causing it. Well, we are still going to try a week without dairy, with the exception of yogurt. I know I haven't been feeling good either since all the antibiotics killed my gut bacteria. We may have to get some of the bacteria tabs at Earth Fare to fix me and maybe that would help you too. I just so badly want to do everything right to ensure you are a happy baby. 

You went to the park yesterday and met two other babies from SRT, though you slept the whole time. It was so good to be outside with you that long. We may do that again soon regardless of friends and that way Momma can be in the fresh air. It's really unfortunate that we don't have trees on our property so that we can be outside more. I hate the idea of having to waste time, money, and gas just to go to a place with trees. But I'm thinking I could find something closer than that park. 

My friend Jaime told me of a book about sleeping habits and patterns, so I will have to get that soon. Also, I will soon research the pumping and bottle options so we can transition to that soon. 

You and I are going to run errands soon and that's about it for the day. Haydin... I love you so much. I love every thing about you. I'm so happy we made the choice to open the door to the possibility of you.