Bottles...

So Daddy gave you your second bottle tonight. This is really good as he craves to bond with you that way and it will give me some freedom. But I'm sad about it too, and a bit jealous. Granted being "on" all day and night for you is hard but I pride myself in giving you 110% and being good at it. It's hard for me to share that. Silly huh? Your father is so happy though and truly I am too. It feels a bit like you don't need me even though I know it's my milk. I'm sure this part will get easier too.