We had such a great day at the park with Daddy and Uncle Craig. You really make us all so happy. As you lay in my lap each night I study you. Your body, inch by inch. Bless you. So many prayers. I say over your sweet body. After we come home from Ohio I'm going to start the process of helping you learn to fall asleep on your own. So while this will free up my time eventually I will also loose all the moments of holding you. That coupled with a slow weaning... well, I'm missing you already. I'm excited to go home and visit, but so lonely for your father. He just had 3 days off in a row and it was heaven. He's totally my foundation and best friend dear son. Your father keeps me going when I don't think I can manage. Your father was the first to teach me how to love completely and allow myself to be loved. Your father's gift to me, in my own personal growth are too numerous to count. Anyway, going to Ohio will have us apart for 4 days and that seems like way too long. No one really gets that about us... how we can miss each other so much and want to be together all the time... still. But that's just how we love each other. Not to mention you two will miss each other. But it's important for me to be there with my family. To see my friends. To sleep with you there in the summer where there is so much magic.
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