I feel like this is going to be gone before I know it. I've reached a breaking point several times lately. While nursing, putting you down, the constant attending to you sleeping. I just keep reminding myself though there will be a point when you don't need me like this anymore. There will be days when I look back on this time and know it was much easier. And there are moments when I remind myself that even when things are hard they are now things I know so well and I know how to handle them even if I'm exhausted. Everything you do I'm so proud of. Every-time I smell your hair/head I get swooney. Then you crack a smile and my heart is lost. Even in the toughest moments I find reserves I thought were long diminished. You challenge me. You expand me. You teach me so much every day.
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