You are so special child. You slept with us last night from 330 on. Not good sleep for Mommy but you know those moments are still wonderful as I resign myself to just enjoying you. I lay there in the dark and still see you in the perfect light. All of your sweet body. Feeling every breath you take and so thankful for each one. You're hands all over my face. So then we woke up this morning on Mother's Day and I'm wearing a cute shirt your teachers made for me with your smiling face and you sure thought that was neat to see when you opened your eyes. We are doing brunch today and you'll find out how much I love breakfast in coming years. Your Nana is here which is a treat. We've never shared a Mother's Day let alone seen each other on Mother's Day for so many years. We will hopefully spend a lot of time with your Uncle Chris this week as soon he'll be leaving for the Army. I hate he'll miss seeing you grow up, you and your brother/sister. Well, on this, and every day, I'm so thankful... this is the best role I could hope to fill. As years go by dear son I hope I'm the kind of Mom you'll grow to be proud of... course I know I'll be doing a good job if for several years in there you are throughly embarrassed by me... but other than that ;) Thanks for this opportunity. There is no greater joy.
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